GoodbyeHello

We don't share the same love or compassion of life 
I enjoy the skies that bring bright days and lonely nights 
Along with a smile to know that you are loved 
With the same love that you can provided 
To the betterment of yourself and to the happiness of my heart 

the tear I share will forever be locked away
Until I become that one on your left
Hopefully on our wedding day.

Until then the thoughts will go though my head
She may be wrong for you because she don't love you like I do
She may be right for you if she kiss you like I do
She might get your heart if you open the locket
She might hold you tight if you allow it
She may stay if you accept true love
Although I love you you love her more
Never will I forsaken the truth in love
Please don't turn to the right out of my love
Turn to the left for the love of her and you
I will be your number one fan when all fails or pass

Until the the day I stand on your left
Relax and allow your heart and mind to dwell
In hers
I see that sparkle in your eyes even if you do deny it
Love is beautiful and its a gift
Give me a hug and a lil butterfly kiss
Go on sweet heart and live in bliss

Until the day I stand to you left
maybe it will never
as long as your happy
Kisses

Waiting for a reason to change in the mist of doubt

So complex

You couldn't figure Me out

Beyond the spectrum of what you can see

Obvious,   naw...

Expect more from me

Stuck in a matrix with one door left

I guess I’ll take the road less traveled

Find a bar and drink to your list of regrets

Unable to retrieve phone calls or text

My phone also, made you a X.

So forget about yesterday

I’ve moved on to the next.

Don't Know Yet

So infatuated with the swag

You forget the thing called respect

With all the arguing, fighting, and lack of truth

You begin to trust no one

Not even yourself

What a SAD disadvantage

Misused by what you thought was the best

Now you see rainbows over the moon

Acknowledgement of the truth  

Lays within you

But you will never

Notice the endless possibility of a dream coming true

To infatuated with the swag

What Is Next

Complex, Obscured, Confusion, Asinine, and Discontented

A loss of words

A loss of the mind

Heart beating every second and skip every min

With a single thought of a name I cannot say

What would be a better time?

To share

Happiness, Smiles, and Nights alone

Relaxation with just a spoken word or two

On behalf to be a better half

To whom it may apply

With very little consumed

Leads to a room full of assumptions  and

Trading truth for lies

The belief of arriving confront

Completed with honesty and truth

Is only a Complexity Consummation and Monopolizing thought of the Mind

Embracing Me

Made a lot of Compromises

It seemed very synchronizing

But with a loss of my inner being

A continuance of my past leads to my future

Infused with love and truth

I scream, No More!

Excruciating, indefinable pain with doubt

I finally open my arms and embraced myself

Last night I called your name but you did not hear me

Last night I cried and your shoulder was not near me

Last night I needed your hand but your hand was in the cookie jar

Last night I needed you to hold me close but you left the night before

Last night I wanted to leave to find the place you hide but I had no strength

... Last night I knew you lied about all the love you have only cause you had love for me

Last night I knew you was never going to be mine

Last night I slept without doubt of you being my MAN.

Because last night was the night I was awaken by the truth.